Fooled myself into thinking I was normal
That my insides were not damaged
Did many things based on that assumption
Now I’m stuck in this dark space
And for the first time in my life I’m scared
What will become of me as I start to slide?
Deeper into this madness this chaos
Trying to figure out how to say goodbye
A little note seems a bit informal
The words would make me cry
Though sometimes it isn’t what it seems
No longer can I be a victim of these
Cold feeling schemes
Plans which I had no business receiving
On the outset just another trigger
A vicious attack brought on by me
Life long lived doesn’t really figure
Lonely nights and days like these
My only company is my inner demons
Who don’t ever want to leave
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