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All I have to give that cannot be held.
All that I wish to hold cannot be gotten.
The two forces in my life they push and pull
One is my mind, the other is my soul.
Wanting to be next to you right now
Next minute wanting to turn and run.
Running around in complete circles
As I blindly look straight into the sun.
Thinking for a moment I can replace
Those feelings that I have of you, with her
You take up the thoughts in my broken heart
there can be no repair to make it thru the day
With out your sweet breath in my ear
Your smile that can beat back the rain
Nothing is working, I am getting nowhere
Forever I am stuck chasing you in a dream
A cloud of white that fills my head
This source of energy, forever lasting
Long after my body is dead.